|Reform . . . never!
||[Mar. 15th, 2004|04:02 pm]
So this one time we had drill weekend. Well my boy got a hotel room on Saturday night so of course I went to go chill wit him... I never get to see him cause he lives in CF. Well I really wanted to be wit Ash that night too cause she was looking 100% better so I wanted to be wit her. I combined the 2 and took her to Schillers hotel room. She was anti just like always that night. Hands all in her hoodie just chillin. Great. She didnt even act like I was there. But ok I can deal. He leaves the room to go the gas station for a bit and then she gets a lil more hands on... nothin big but I feel like I like forced her. Anyways... he comes back shes all reserved again and by the time she had to leave it was just gay. She makes me mad when she acts like that. So I was a lil mad that night. Me and my boy drank it up. Smirnoff Vodka and some Smirnoff twists (green apple - 2nd best malt - damn good shit.) Well once we were pretty krunk we headed out to drive around. I showed him that no one is out at these times and Ft Dodge is gay. Well after a while I decided to hit up Hardees and we headed back to the room. After a while there... at bout 3 I left and figured Id get a couple hours of sleep before I had to get up to go to Drill on Sunday.
HERES where it gets interesting. I was still sobering up and I call Ashs phone. I knew she wouldnt answer, it was 330 in the morning. I leave a voicemail telling her how she makes me mad for teasing me and just in plain being a bitch all the time. I told her I was having a hard time being her man when she shuts me out and disses on me making me feel like shit all the time. blah blah I basically told her what I wanted to tell her for a long time. Plus I told her if it dont end its over. Well I go home sleep 2 hours, then wake up at 630. Im like... oh shit.. I called Ash. I always do that when Im drinking just cause I know then I can tell how how it really is and I dont have to lie just to make her happy. Anyways, so I go to drill and head home bout 1630 or so. Im hoping shes not gonna call and start cryin her eyes out or even worse be really pissed off. Well I meet up wit Pat at Blockbuster, yes in my BDUs (pimpin aint easy) and we head to his house after I changed. Well there I talked to Ash online.
ANOTHER moment - She said she didnt get any messages! Im like - ok thats inda good it wont piss her off, but when I thought bout it I really wanted her to hear what I had to say. Then she says... oh wait I did get it and she listens to it. We fought bout that message for a while and basically it ended up her apologizing for being a bitch all the time and not paying attention to me. That was realllllly nice. Ive been waiting for that for a while. Now if I have any more probs? - its over.