|I see the light.
||[Mar. 22nd, 2004|05:32 pm]
I got to see her!! TWICE!!! :O
I took Ash wit me to crash wit a bunch of friends in dodge. I got to play pool! Oh yes.. but anyways... she was being the right kinda gf altho she was kinda mean :S What sucked bout that night was we ended up gettin in a fight over MSN. Imagine that.
The next day she called me and told me since I didnt call her back that morning she was going to a movie wit Stacia that night so she was busy. Altho it was kinda my fault I was pissed at the situation. She thought I was mad at her so she called Stacia and just went to dinner and shopped a bit. She was home by 730. I guess it that was fine... I feel bad... Seems like I was controlling her but I never said she had to call Stacia. Anyways, we chilled and actually had a great night just watching tv. It turns out it was one of the best nights weve had just cause we didnt fight. She put a message in my PDA but said I couldnt read it until tom (today). Well if you know me, I read that message at 12:01 am - hey technically thats the next day. I figured itd be some smartass thing making fun of me or some stupid picture but it wasnt. It said "I miss you every day in school. I cant wait to see you again. Im leaving this so we can "talk". How sweet am I? Love Ash"
Wow, she actually said something nice. Something has changed - for the better.
Of course I emailed her last night at like 3 and said thanks for the nice message. She emailed back this morning bout 8 and told me she knew id email her so she had to check it. She asked why we cant have nights like last night cause she wants it to always go like that. (pimp - what can i say) haha but get this, I email back and basically tell her if she wasnt so mean then Id be nice meaning wed both be in good moods and just have fun. Its not that hard!! But hey at least she knows things need to change. Rah woohoo.